Love can touch us one time
And last for a lifetime
And never let go till we are gone.
Ever been in a position you said NO to a great guy then when he finally moves on, you begin to ask yourself what the
Well if you haven't, I have and in 2016 this has happened twice. When this happens, you do one of two things
Firstly you begin to wonder and question yourself. You ask what is wrong with you, why are this good guys not enough, what is it that is missing, are your emotions or judgement clouded, do you still carry a torch for your ex.
Then you want to reconsider your decision, question plagues you again and you wonder if you are settling, if your emotions aren't just messing with you and if you have friends in great relationships, you question if yours will come.
I still have no answer to the above questions but I just know in both situations despite them being great guys, God-fearing, hard working and caring guys whom I had a great deal of affection for as at the time of meeting them. I just couldn't take the final step that would commit me into a relationship with either one.
Despite making the decisions and your sixth sense telling you that it is probably the best decision, the heart is such a funny organ and it hurts for what could have been a whirlwind romance, the love of a lifetime, a friendship that will span across years and you shed a tear and pray to God you haven't made the worst decision of the year a second time.
Just because the HEART won't just go on. Xoxoxo
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